February 2012
3 posts
No sleep for me, but I have tears for you.
I just want my tax return so I can pay off my credit card bill and start saving for Chicago, next semester, & to buy myself Tiffanys.
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January 2012
3 posts
I want tulips and kisses and infinite.
WatchOh wut? Yeah, pillow pet lovin’.
Me: No babe, like I really miss you. Its sort of consuming in a way. I dont care if I saw you three weeks ago, two days, twenty four hours, or two seconds ago. Im always better when youre near.
You: (Silence)
Cool, my heart aches.
December 2011
24 posts
I don’t give a fuck about any of that.
It’d be nice though, if you could love me back.
As you wish
I have a tendency to scoff at all things romantic, but not because I’m not a romantic. I just hate how today’s people’s idea of romance and chivalry is twisted. Girls will resent you if you call them a “bitch”, but when you call them a “bad bitch” they take it as some sort of honor. Fools, it’s not like getting knighted. A bitch is a bitch is a...
I would have like to have been invited. You don’t even act like you want to see me today…
I'm done.
When it comes to your affection you’d rather be with someone else.
I just wish I had the better side of your heart.
Am I what you need? Or just what you want?
I feel like I need something different in my life. New job, new hair, new SOMETHING. Someone save me from this mediocrity and monotony. Or atleast make this worthwhile.
Dropped into the sea, underneath the waves.
To be lost in love is a ridiculous statement. When said it’s always in a negative connotation. It is better to be lost in love, then love less.
Then again, when you’re lost, you’re lost.
To be saved is a terrible thing.
To be in love is a dangerous predicament.
But… to be alone is equivalent to death.
Risk it all, or live in mediocrity.
TOUGH.
Night ruined.
Cry cry cry. Headache. Headache.
Sleepless.
What I wouldnt do for large amounts of romance tonight ):
My hearts so full it just might burst. Someone.
Inhale, slowly.
No longer will I tell you. I’m stupid, and don’t need you thanking me. That’s ridiculous. I will quietly and in secret while pretending I don’t at all. Maybe I should pull back and hide away.
Hide me away.”
“I know this may sound selfish, but I love you by yourself.”
All I wanted on my birthday was you, and with less than 2 hrs left I doubt it’ll happen.
Atleast hearts ache quietly.
November 2011
6 posts
Tonight no thinking, just doing.
Cool, third wheeling it.
I hate these fucking people. More than I hate clowns, capers, and cold feet.
Fuck you fuck you fuck you.
I’m sick and tired of you putting me down. I DON’T FUCKING NEED YOU.
“As God as my witness, timing was my mistress. I guess it’s in the stars...”
“You’ve turned your back on me. I cry. You carry on as usual. The harsh...”
October 2011
9 posts
I don't think I can ever forgive you.
Honestly, you don’t deserve the honor of walking me down the aisle.
“It’s not my night. I feel really really lonely. This just kind of hurts a...”
“I’ m in his arms while you’ re in bed all alone. ’ Nuff said.”
“Just because we don’t talk doesn’t mean I don’t think about...”
“I’m still in love with you.”
September 2011
15 posts
“I did not need to know if he could love me.
I needed to know if he could need...”
– Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
“I think the problem was that I loved you too much…”
My foolish pride wont let me stray.
I’m looking for someone, preferably male, who fits my vision of someone visually pleasing. Mentally stimulating, ridiculously sexy, and who will spoil me rotten, because I’ve never been.
Oh, and if he could learn to love me to that would be nice, but I’m not holding my breath.
If I could love him too, that would be ideal.
I hate everything because of you. You probably don’t even care that now the world is terribly ugly to me.